Still conflicted...

so i still haven't totally decided to eat meat or not yet. i took a bite of a morning star burger that was cooked after the other real burgers and felt like there was chemical warfare going on in my digestion track. i have also talked to a few vegetarians who have quit and eat meat. One was because she was invited to someones house and didnt want to be rude. the other one passed out and was extremely unhealthy. they did have two things in common: the both got really sick when they quit.
I've been doing some research online, but all i can find is sad things about animals and how being vegetarian is SO good for you. i can't find anything that has said something bad about it. but i know there is. cause i dont think i am healthy at all.


5 serving of vegetable and nuts? ridiculous. i dont even like vegetables. except broccoli and potatoes, and green beans. what a way to become satiated. OH crap. i didnt even see the additional 4 servings of veggies. then what the hell are legumes? i thought that was vegetables? i dont even know what i am supposed to be eating.
Outrageous.
but i still cant get myself to go ahead and eat meat.
those past time vegetarians were very convincing that i should probably quit, but for some reason i just cant.
i think i am gonna go see the doctor soon, just to see what i'm at and maybe talk to them about it. that might be a nutritionists job but im sure they'll send me their way if needed.

In good news, i just found out that Avenged Sevenfold is playing the Uproar festival in fall :D

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