"the time has come," the walrus said...

At my end of the world party this past Friday, i got to talk to a friend who knows a lot about all that healthy crap i should know about. We got to talk about what i am doing wrong and how i should change it. the fact of the matter is, is that i need to just get over my vegetarian-ness. We also talked about mercury poisoning, muscle protein shakes, and low sperm counts....but anyway. that doesn't mean i cant care for animals still. i can eat organic meat- which is better for you anyways- cause they don't abuse their animals like they do in factories. I will probably just stick to chicken and turkey. and bacon.  I will probably start with my weakness...

i have already purchased them. 

i have already quit being vegetarian once because of these delicious breakfast treats.

so by the end of the weekend i will have given up my vegetarian lifestyle to try to be healthier. 

i feel sorry for my organs...

Plague of the Ants

The Ant B Gone Dust was a success. Now my end of the world party can continue as planned.

cheeky bastards.

And if you were concerned about my chemicals burns, i successfully washed before serious injury took place. Unfortunately, my dog, Pickles, has swollen paws but will recover.

p.s. dont take the end of the world party comment seriously. i will be partying but for no reason :P

Still conflicted...

so i still haven't totally decided to eat meat or not yet. i took a bite of a morning star burger that was cooked after the other real burgers and felt like there was chemical warfare going on in my digestion track. i have also talked to a few vegetarians who have quit and eat meat. One was because she was invited to someones house and didnt want to be rude. the other one passed out and was extremely unhealthy. they did have two things in common: the both got really sick when they quit.
I've been doing some research online, but all i can find is sad things about animals and how being vegetarian is SO good for you. i can't find anything that has said something bad about it. but i know there is. cause i dont think i am healthy at all.


5 serving of vegetable and nuts? ridiculous. i dont even like vegetables. except broccoli and potatoes, and green beans. what a way to become satiated. OH crap. i didnt even see the additional 4 servings of veggies. then what the hell are legumes? i thought that was vegetables? i dont even know what i am supposed to be eating.
Outrageous.
but i still cant get myself to go ahead and eat meat.
those past time vegetarians were very convincing that i should probably quit, but for some reason i just cant.
i think i am gonna go see the doctor soon, just to see what i'm at and maybe talk to them about it. that might be a nutritionists job but im sure they'll send me their way if needed.

In good news, i just found out that Avenged Sevenfold is playing the Uproar festival in fall :D

brush your hair

Stay true or chown down?

So i have been a vegetarian for approximately 8 years now. People have usually 2 reactions to my previous statement:

 1. WTF why?! meat is gooood for you and deelishous.  ( i know that is spelled wrong. I'm trying to put voice into the word)

2. being vegetarian is so good for you! yay animals

well since i haven't always been a vegetarian, i can agree that meat is very delicious. and is good for you. And i can also agree with the fact that being a vegetarian is healthy for you, if done right. which i do NOT do. i hate most vegetables and the sight of a vitamin makes my insides wanna die. so i have been living, who knows how, for 8 years surviving on the sweet glory of carbohydrates. bread, cheese, and pasta. i don't know what triggered my banishment of meat. i know killing animals is wrong to me. i don't think anything should have to die. but its the way of life.

so now i am in this dilemma

i am starting to feel really weak and tired all the time. my cholesterol is out of the roof. i have already been put on medicine for it, which i dont take. i can't play volleyball cause my bones feel like they are going to break. i am weak.

i have theorized that neglecting my body from meat is the problem. or not taking vitamins but we already made the point that vitamins are not an option.

i think that i should start eating meat. but i just don't know if i can? how can i change something after i have been doing this for so long. i don't really have the urges to cheat on my vegetarian diet. i have my fake meats and stuff, which are better for you any ways. just not as delicious.

i just don't know what to do.

cow are too cute to eat.
and chickens.
and animals.

i know, just don't think about it. like it being a cow. or chicken. or ....eh i don't eat fish but still a fish. or pig.

but i need to survive.

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Justice has been done

i am almost certain that last night after finding out the death of osama bin laden, everyone in America can relate to this colorful, yet appropriate for the occasion song. 

a little over the top, i know, but you can't deny that you at least smiled a little during this song. (except the slavery part... thats not so funny)

 “We will be relentless in defense of our citizens and our friends and allies. We will be true to the values that make us who we are. And on nights like this one, we can say to those families who have lost loved ones to al Qaeda’s terror: Justice has been done.” - President Obama

i just thought this was funny

It begins...

So I started this blog (obviously) cause diaries are too cliche; and hey- everyones business is plastered all over the Internet anyway so why not join the crowd. I'm very excited to write this blog. But why Melissa? What's so cool about a blog? Well imaginary voice...
1. I love to write
2. I have weird, unfortunate, fun, ironic, amazing, horrible things that happen to me on a daily basis that I think are worth sharing. Not all at the same time. Choose an adjective. Or two.
3. I have absolutely nothing better to do.

So yeah..

For those who do not know me or don't know what to expect, my blog will most likely be full of rants,complaining, and awesome adventures.

So if you categorize your self into my #3 reason to start a blog, you should probably read this. Or don't.

-Melissa